I recently looked at a photograph of an old lover
something that, until recently, was very difficult.
Simply looking at a picture would dredge up painful emotion,
a response, I was certain, would never, ever go away.
I thought I would never be free from what felt like a paralyzing hold.
As I sat and looked at the photo, I was relieved to find
that I don't even know that person anymore.
I saw a person that I used to know, used to respect, used to love.
Now, not the slightest feeling of love - present or future.
I felt empowered, thankful and sad all at the same time.
Empowered because I have finally let go and moved on.
Thankful because God heard and answered my prayers.
Sad because I realized at that moment - love does die.
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