I feel angry
angry at everyone
I hate feeling angry
I've been trying
to sort it out
I used to trust
I used to believe
when someone said
they cared
I had no reason
to think it wasn't true
If they called me friend
I didn't question
I feel alone now
somehow
alone in a world
full of people
people who can
and might betray me
at the drop of a hat
I mean why wouldn't they
they have no ties to me
no blood relation
it's not like they're
my mother or my grandparents
or anything, right?
